02-08-07 - 6

Part of the problem that I have with long term relationships is that I like myself a lot better when I'm in dating mode. I'm more interesting, I go out more, when I'm in seduction mode I'm confident, I pretend to have a life and be dynamic and all that. It's exhausting, but I prefer being around myself when I'm like that. Over time in a relationship I relax and act more like my real self, which is a pretty awful person to live with.

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