11-08-06 - 1

OMG I'm starting to get really depressed. I can't fucking do anything, partly because I got the flu on top of the shoulder. Even computer use is so frustrating. I'm so fucking bored and sick of TV. Fortunately it shouldn't be too much longer. It seems like in a week or so I'll at least be typing and walking around again. Making it all worse the flu makes alcohol unpleasant so I can't just drink my days away, all the TV gives me a headache, and Dan is getting annoyed with me. I think if I ever had a severe injury where I was immobilized I would try to kill myself. Of course the worst thing would be something like "The Sea Inside" where you cant even kill yourself anymore.

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